I received your powerful, magical cards, in the post on a sad but special day ~ where a gift arriving, made my day!
And then…..
I pulled this card twice!
“I don’t want to be a burden”
Ahhhh
Have you ever pulled a card, and wanted something else so you
re shuffled only to get it again?
Well that’s exactly what happened….
As I sat there staring at this persistent, powerful card.
I realised just how strongly this belief was still in my system. Embedded in childhood.
It dawned on me, that not only did I not want to be a burden on my overwhelmed single mum.
I also realised in that moment …That I felt unworthy to be happy and successful too.
Reflecting on this painful story…
I realised being a twin (for both of us) wasn’t easy, we were so closely linked and extremely codependent.
For example; If I received a gift that I loved, but my twin sister recieved a gift she wasn’t happy with.
I felt her envy and her sadness. And then I wouldn’t feel happy or good anymore either.
From small things like this, to much bigger things. I came to believe ‘my happiness is a serious problem for others and causes pain for others.
So here I was….I didn’t want to be a heavy weight, not carry my own, be a burden.
And I also didn’t want to stretch my wings and shine my light at the fear of harming others.
I felt all this disempowerment in me…. I let the tears of pain from both these limitating stories and experiences roll down my cheeks. (I felt such relief).
I wrote out the stories I was carrying. I burned them.
I sat a glass of water onto this magical card and I drank the new frequency!!!
I allowed the old story/ energy to be completely released.
And I replaced it with this question.
What would it take now to truly feel unconditionally love and supported. And for my happiness and good fortune to make others happy …
I can feel this new way of being in my life unfolding. And at the exact right time too.
Thank you for these incredible cards for clearing blocks, new frequency and absolute magic! ❤️🔥
If anyone is wanting to get their hands on this powerful deck of cards! I’ll ask if Julie may put the link in the comments.
I do have to say this was the quickest releasing I have done!!!!
